there's a girl out there with love in her eyes and flowers in her hair.

there is so much to say but no words to say it.

i'm not okay.
nothing is right anymore.

everything turned completely around within the past month.

i need dan to come home.
we need to get this money this week.
i need to stop pretending to be so happy.
i need someone to fucking talk to.
i need to not be so alone.
i need to be someone's priority.
i need to be able to hit people.
i need something.
and i don't know what it is.




fuck everything. in all seriousness. i really just don't care about anyone or anything anymore.