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IT'S FALL. NOVEMBER 2007.
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So on my way home from school on Thursday at 6pm, I was driving in Pemberton right on rt 38. There was a car in front of me, not too close, but not real far either. All of a sudden I see these two eyes staring at me and I had no time to react and I smashed into a deer. It kept running, and I kept driving but then once I realized what happened I pulled over and called my mom and freaked out. I ended up getting home okay and now the car is in my driveway.
the whole front of the car.
ew there's deer hair everywhere!
you can see right down to the ground
through the car.
everything's cracked.
couldn't even get out the driver's
side door. had to climb over to the
passenger's.
had to sit up real straight to
see over the crushed hood to get home.
deer blood! gross.
I don't even know how to describe lately. Something's missing, or something's not right. I don't even know. My gram's real sick and gets surgery on the 29th. It's been really stressful at home, and I can't help but think about it all the time which makes me upset, all the time. God will help us through, like he always does. I just wish this kind of stuff didn't happen to my gram. I really don't think she deserves to hurt that bad all the time.
Me and Jim are perfect. He's in love with me and it's so good to know that and not have to question it. And when he goes out to the bar I never have to worry about him being with other girls because he would never hurt me and I know it. And all of that goes for me too. I will never hurt Jim. He's the one person I feel like will be there when I really need it regardless of previous plans. He's the one person I know will always be there for me. I really do love him.
Started talking to Krystal again, but I still never see her. I miss the shit out of her and Allie, I don't even know what I'm doing with my life. Me and Amanda are always together and it makes me happy. I feel like I don't really hangout with anyone anymore, though. I miss Dan, I need him to come home and whenever I think about him I get mad depressed. He's my best fucking friend in the world. I could call him and complain about anything/anyone and he would know how to make me smile. I just need him to get out and sit and talk with me for like ten hours. We need to make up for all this lost time.
PS. Two of my favorite kittens!
Alfredo & Salvador Dali <3
